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So I was steaming my pussy last night and I started thinking...


Can I influence my world to identify with their reproductive systems as a source of power...without the gender normative bullshit?


Is it possible to shout "My estrogen is on fucking fire right now, lemme go pray at my altar while the magic is flowing!"


Can I be all about my "womb space" while calling it a fucking uterus like the grown adult I pretend I am?


Obviously my brain and my steamed clam were like "FUCK YEAH YOU CAN! WE ARE UNSTOPPABLE" but they get a little energized after a good meditative steam... The chemicals...the hormones...this defines who you are and how you register the world around you. The F.A.R.S. seems like magic when really it's shrowd of mystery is just a dusty old coat of ignorance. This is a place of power. The M.A.R.S is powerful too, but I don't have a dick so I'm staying in my lane...I'm sure people with a Male ASsigned Reproductive System see their bodies as a complex maze too. It still doesn't diminish the fact that I feel as if my body is the definition of confusing. A confusing body that even the most inquisitive scientists and doctors DON'T really care to explore.


But...at the same time, I have a culture of reproductive system focused communities that don't use terminology I identify with all the time.


I just called my vulva a "steamed clam". I do not think I align with the yoni steamers of America! I want to acknowledge my magical shit but I don't want it to determine the type of community and company I keep.


My reproductive system trying to thrive


As I've learned to honor my reproductive system as a miraculous internal mecca of life and growth, death and change. Everything of my identity, all the stories, all the cycles, and all the trauma. All of it is intertwined with my reproductive wellness or lack thereof depending on outliers. All of this intuitive beliefe goes against my analytical beliefs that you are not the sum total of your parts, that we don't all have yoni's that we are all goddesses and womb warriors and pussy pamperers...Some of us steam our clams for the same reason we use face toner...seems like a legit thing to do to keep things nice.




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